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MUCH DUE UPDATE

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:32:31 GMT

Hello class!
I know it's been like two months since I last updated this journal. I assure you I am not trying to lose weight, but I haven't been gulping down lard recently to make myself fatter though I am packin' it in at 180ish pounds now and that's totally the best size I've ever been... though... i'm still single..... ugh. oh well my fat keeps me company and pleases me in all the best ways.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 18:28:57 GMT

sorry it's been so long...
i got a little self aware afer you know what and I actually thought about losing all the weight. GASP! I only lost a couple pounds, but then I gained it back, and then i gaind a couple more. So yeah the fat, I guess, is here to stay. Good for it. Good for me, right?

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 08:32:03 GMT

well that went well...

not.

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 18:02:54 GMT

Hey Everyone,
Thank you all so much for the feedback on my previous post!!!
I am 5'8", and at my lowest weight at this height I was around 130 but when I first started this site I was around 150 now I am 175 as of a moment ago.
I'd do the math that you guys recommended but I'm getting ready for my date! I am so excited. What should I wear? Lol.
Anywho. I'll do the math eventually. So yeah. Totally gotta go do my hair. That's right. I'm going all out. Can you blame me? It's my first date since like "Skinny Lun" haha

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 09:45:50 GMT

176 and stuffed

i know i'm officially like chubby, but when do I get to be officially fat? lol

I'm so weird.
This is so weird.
BUT... So much fun.

I'm going out on a blind date this weekend!!!

I'm nervous.
My friend set me up with him. I trust her judgment but still.. never met the guy. Saw a pic he's kinda cute. She showed him a pic of me but it wasn't recent so we'll see how this (pats belly) goes over.

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 17:15:32 GMT

173 pounds and starving

As I've grown fatter and fatter I've noticed that my appetite is increasing and that I have been eating more. I tried to cut back on my intake so that the rate of gain wouldn't increase but I lost a few pounds by keeping a steady diet so it seems that the only way for me to get bigger is to let my appetite grow? I dunno... we'll see. but I am getting fatter again and am up to 173.
I've also noticed as I've grown the size that I am in my daydreams has grown too, I don;t know if this is a good thing yet.
I still haven't decided on what my next goal should be nor have i decided what my final goal should be.

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 01:35:44 GMT

Okay okay okay

About my previous post!

My previous post is not my final post... when I said last entry I was referring to the previous entry. I haven't hit my FINAL GOAL yet, but I am at the goal of chubbyness, and that is supertastic!

My concern is that I am gainging to fast.
I know I will be unhealthy when I am big
I just am worried that I'm getting too unhealthy too fast is all,

AND by no means am I going to stop getting even fatter!

I enjoy it too much.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 18:27:06 GMT

I suppose I should explain my last entry...
But first the usual update.
I have finally reached 170 pounds!
My body is soft and I am fat, and I love it
BUT

And this is about my last entry. I have gained so much so fast that I'm worried about health. I don't care what others think of me and ultimately when I reach my ultimate goal I will be very unhealthy, but to get there this fast is a little concerning and that is why i posted my last entry.

I'm not quitting. I'm not going back. I'm just concerned for my health a little is all.

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 13:14:04 GMT

is this really a good idea?

back

Mon, 01 May 2006 06:54:32 GMT

so it's been a little while...
sorry
I got bombarded with school
but I didn't stop my quest for fatness
165 pounds and full
I have a bf now! He knows I am getting thicker on purpose but I don't think he knows just how much I want. If he did know he might care a little more than he does right now... I dunno

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 07:21:39 GMT

161 lbs
a little hungry

I just got back from Steve-O's 21st birthday - it was fun. I didn't drink nearly as much as everyone else - oh well.

Update on the date. We're "talking".
He hasn't mentioned anything about me getting thicker in a positive or negative way so either he's oblivious or weight doesn't matter to him - at least well a little extra doesn't matter. I don't know if I should just out and tell him "I want to be fat" or if I should wait for him to say something like "you're getting a little chubby" or "we should go work out." Of course if he said "we should go work out" I'd probably say something like "I'm too lazy" or "I don't want to right now" but if he said "you're getting chubby" I'd say "yes I know" or "do you like it?" or "good", and if I said "good" he's say "you want to get chubby" and I'd say "no" and he'd say "why good then?" and I'd say "I don't want to get chubby I want to get fat" and he'd say "gross" or "sexy"

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 05:42:50 GMT

well the good news is.
I am 160 pounds
The Bad news is I had to overstuff myself to get there so it'll be less when it digests.
The Good news is.
I am overstuffed
The Good news is.
I had a date tonight and I like him and I think he likes me.
The Bad news is.
He doesn't know I want to, and am trying to get fat.

back

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 00:23:46 GMT

157 and sorta full
Sorry for the long time of not posting. I went through a breif period of "Oh my Gawd what am I doing to myself?" but that didn't last long and I pigged out a ton to make up for it. I'm still not sure hot fat I'd like to become other than the fact that I'm not fat enough yet.
Speaking of fat: I wore workout shorts today because it's laundry day and i noticed my legs are getting fatter and that i'm developing a nice little tire that was easily pinched almost all the way around by my elastic band So... that means it's not just a gut that's growing but I'm gonna be round and fat all over. That is if I get fat enough to be that. I hope I do.

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 16:21:51 GMT

155 and hungry.
don't really know what to talk about...
on lunch break.
about to go to McAlister's Deli.

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 06:01:05 GMT

Back from break.
South Padre Rawks

156 pounds and empty.
I way overdid the beer this week. Pats belly. Girl with a beer gut... I need to gain meat elsewhere now.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:22:08 GMT

I got hit on today!

155.6 lbs and stuffed

I went to Sonic over my lunch break and it was nice and warm and sunny so I was wearing a belly shirt. Needless to say overeating at Sonic wearing a belly shirt shows off a nice round belly when I'm done eating. Granted I'm not as fat as I'd like to be yet but I'm getting pretty round when I eat. Anyway, there was this guy there that I kinda know and he started to flirt with me - blatently. I noticed a couple times that he glanced at my stuffed gut so I think he might be a chubby chaser. We shall see hmmm. It was very flattering to be hit on when I was all stuffed and fat looking. kinda put me in a gotta gain more mode so I've been eating pretty much all day.

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:48:09 GMT

Hey kids

155 lbs and empty

as my road to fatness continues i often wonder if i will still be pretty when i am all obese. I dunno. Oh well. LoL. I've really enjoyed this week of trying to get fatter though my weight has stayed pretty much the same it's still fun to just let yourself go.

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 20:05:52 GMT

currently 155.4 lbs and kinda full

Hey everyone. So it's been a few days since I posted and I wanted to say thanks for the encouragement. I've been eating like a maniac and am still excited about the idea of getting fatter. I'm going to eat what I want when I want and however much I want whenever I want to. Sounds like a good idea to me. I haven't worked out at all since decided to become fat and that ectually feels good too lol.
theres some tuna salad waiting for me with lots of mayo.

okay so

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 06:04:18 GMT

I've pretty much decided...
and the verdict is

fatness.

currently 153 pounds and completley empty and starving

So I was sitting at starbucks and feeling particular soft and the thought came into my mind that eventually my butt could fill the seat of the chair and my sides could be touching both of the armrests. I'm not going to lie I really like the idea. So, I have decided to become fat, but I don't know yet how fat I want to become nor how qwickly.

I mean I know that deep down I do have a desire to become purely obese but of course I still have my doubts so I'll definately need tips and encouragement.

I know eventually, with my eating and exercising habits that obesity is probably inevitable - at least fatness is inevitable. I've put on a few pounds this week and it's lovely so watch out world skinny girl getting fat.

What are your guys thoughts on a good size? And how qwickly I should get fat. I dunno that I am going to try to get fat now but I have accepted that I will be fat eventually and that I really do want that for me. To be big. A whale even; maybe. Of course health right now is a concern but if i really cared about health i would work out and not eat such bad for me foods. Thats really the biggest thing holding me back and I'm not even lead a healthy lifestyle as a thin girl so why not become the fat woman that I want to be deep down.

I'm going to go stuff my future fat belly full of soda and king cake then sleep all the calories on.

24-hour fantasy

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 21:12:19 GMT

If you had me alone, locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you have me do? All comments will be screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

I got this from zonker25

mixed feelings

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 21:09:14 GMT

I feel fat.

I like it.
No, I don't.
Yes, I do.
No, I don't.

I want more.
A lot more.
I want to be huge.
No, I want to stay this weight.
I'm good here.
No, I need to lose weight.
I want to be petite again.
Skinny. No someone make me too FAT. That's what I want.
Pure obesity.

I can't make up my mind.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 11:00:50 GMT

Current
154
absolutely stuffed

today in class

Prof - (leaning in while I'm gathering my things and everyone is piling out) Ms. Dicasso
Me - hmmm?
Prof - I think that shirt might be a little distracting to some of our male students

My first thought - wtf?
my second thought - is he hitting on me ewww?
my third thought - why?

Me - huh?
Prof - I noticed some of the male students paying more attention to you than to the lecture.
me - oh... I'm sorry I...
Prof - it's alright - just try to be more aware next time.

Honestly I was a little offended but I also felt good that I could be a distraction... I guess I like attention.

So I went strait to the restroom on the fourth floor where no one ever is and yeah this is a shirt I baught when I was around 130 and so it's gotten a bit tight over time and well... I liked how I looked with my chest pretty much pushing out of it and my belly poking between it and my pants. So I tried to show off the rest of the day when I wasn't in class. Lol

I had a dream

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 01:07:39 GMT

Weight 151 lbs
status - sorta full

So last night I had a dream. I was massively fat with a gigantic belly and an extremely thick layer of fat all over my body. In the dream I couldn't move but I ate and ate and ate. So I woke up and stuffed myself silly until I was satisfied and too full to take another bite. If I keep this up I'm going to get very fat whether I want to or not.

February

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 00:42:24 GMT

Okay so first post ever...

weight - 150 lbs

status - stuffed

I don't know if I want to become fat. I mean I do, but at the same time I am happy with the body I have. I look good and I am healthy. Though, I do long for a big belly sometimes and thighs that rub one another. I see bigger women and get a little jealous sometimes, but also I see thinner women and get a little jealous sometimes too. I think it has to do more with how they carry themselves...